you climb onto the cold icy floor because you're afraid to wake him up
you try to hear him breathe but it's inconsistent
you're worried
wait... wait.
he's breathing just fine.
you lie awake
staring up
you haven't given the ceiling extra thoughts lately
is it going to crash down on you this time?
the odd car drives into the car park
the crazy cats cry as if they are desperate
such anger
such fight
opening my eyes indicates defeat
I guess i surrender