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Monday, January 26, 2015


i used to be your detox from life.


Every day I am apt to breaking out in tears.  At least one moment of the day.  Maybe this is similar for everyone else.  Just that they control their breakdowns better than I do.  


On Saturday I woke up, desolate.  I sat on my bed, with my legs perched on the ground.  Desperate to comprehend this depth of sadness, I reached for my notebook and wrote a few lines.  

After a few sentences, I stopped and just stared at my notebook.  My pink notebook.  

I then flung it against the floor.  And started crying.


I have never felt so unimportant to anyone in my life before.  
;3:11 AM
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I write about my everyday experiences & pen down my thoughts in this lil' space. I read, listen to music, have a passion in language, love makeup and most of all, I observe. I really like learning.

I love making a difference.

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