Lately it seems like everything I do is wrong in your books. Today I cried in the car when I parked it. I thought about running the car into a wall and metal crushing. Just crumbling into metallic bread crumbs. Thoughts about suicide are easy. Living life is difficult. Today I helped a stranger out and she thanked me profusely. She said I was a nice person for helping a stranger out. She also said I was pretty, and that I shouldn't waste my makeup by being cooped up at home. I smiled and said "You're too kind."
I can't deal with much anymore. I think I've used up all my friends' patience.
I write about my everyday experiences & pen down my thoughts in this lil' space.
I read, listen to music, have a passion in language, love makeup and most of all, I observe. I really like learning.
I love making a difference.
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