Today I went to work with a heavy heart, and a raspy voice, and I met with the day's demands. Not head on, because I hadn't the strength to deal with it. I sought advice in the being that is my dearest co-worker, Zee, and she patiently walked me through my struggles.
After much back and forth from self-doubt and reassurance, we pegged it down to a combination of stress induced by work, people at work, family, over-eating, being ill, having my period, being tired and not being able to keep to little goals.
Why is it that when you're unhappy about one thing, you tend to mull over everything other thing that's going on badly in your life too?
Am setting small goals for myself - the first being to not cab to work at all for the month of July (besides today. But today's passed so I haven't a choice).
Hurrah!
"Being on your period really makes you crazy," the wise Zhaoting Low says.
It. Is. True.
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AM DYING FROM HOW GOOD THIS IS...... NEED. TO. HEAR. ALL. THESE. ON. A. DANCEFLOOR. STAT. Labels: Afterlife, tale of us, zee
