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Friday, August 23, 2013




I used to care. I used to really really care.



I feel so out of place today. I feel so left out today. Sometimes I really feel unimportant. 

It's been getting really difficult. I know Jian Gang said I seemed to be coping well but it's been getting harder and harder. It appears to me everywhere I turn to. I feel defeated... Sometimes I just want to crumble, die and leave this place.

I never truly feel happy anymore. The sadder I am feeling, the more I put on colourful outfits and makeup to mask it. These events don't feel real at all; I am living from day to day not exacting any form of significance. 

I used to really care. But now I just feel so blank. 

;12:27 AM
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I write about my everyday experiences & pen down my thoughts in this lil' space. I read, listen to music, have a passion in language, love makeup and most of all, I observe. I really like learning.

I love making a difference.

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