I've forgotten how to sleep.
I can't do work, my mind's not strong enough for it. Instead I listen to music and watch people sing every day till late, late late late... Till I think I'm exhausted but when I lay on my bed all I can do is stare at the desk, the ceiling, the fan the windows the closet and I cannot. Get. To. Sleep.
It makes me so frustrated and I feel physical pain. There is a dull ache in my head all day. My back and shoulder hurt.
I cannot get to sleep. Fuck