I AM SO TIRED. I had 4 hours of sleep yesterday and I realised.... I'm the kind of person who works better with less sleep!!! O: I was exceedingly grumpy on the way to school because I was late (AGAIN. I'm really terrible with my time management, gonna try even harder from now to be early instead of just slowly taking my time) and I was glaring at everyone, but I recalled this video:
And I watched it all the way to school. Was instantly cheered up!! I never was a huge fan of Jimmy Fallon but I've started to think he's really talented from his collaborations with Justin Timberlake. They feed off each other; their performances together are RAD.
Can't believe I just used the word rad.
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Today someone said I was
jealous of another person. My exboyfriend used to say that he'd get jealous of other guys talking to me, or he'd get pleased when I was jealous that other girls paid him attention, as if it made him more desirable to me, or that his worth increased. I think happiness which stems from such jealousy isn't healthy.
I think there isn't a need to be jealous of your significant other's ex-partner when you're happy being with her/him, because you are the one who's with her/him now.
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Hoping for a miracle to happen but as we all know miracles don't come so easily so I'm off to get another nice 4 hours of sleep before waking up to search for more things
GOODNIGHT
PS I fell asleep on the table in the Honours room today and it was just a short 15min nap but I fell into such a deep sleep. I miss falling asleep on tables man
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