These days I'm out with people and I feel alive. I am exchanging views and thoughts with people, thinking about things, our realities and silly stuff that shouldn't matter. I am okay.
But when I'm alone at home I mostly lie on the bed, on my side, staring at the window, at my room, only thinking about one thing. It keeps me up and I cannot get to sleep. I feel so tired, so very tired. Sometimes I just want to close my eyes and never open them again.
