I haven't been this desperately sad for awhile... I was upset, angry, and depressed half a year ago because of something else entirely, but now I'm desperately sad because of this. I say desperately because I am desperately looking for answers as to how it could all end up like this.
I have been crying so hard, so much, every single day. I feel weak physically, I feel like my body is breaking down from all this sadness.