I know everyone thinks time will heal everything and slowly, if I seem to not be bothered by it anymore, I am fine.
I don't think it's that easy, and I'm very much reminded of it almost everywhere I go, by everything I do, and worse of all, by things people around me. It's painful how people treat it like a joke.
I get scared of small things, of little things. I don't trust people that easily anymore. I'm not jaded, I've just been hurt.
But I'm determined I will survive. Chancing upon an operation like this just makes me feel even more determined.
I'm not alone.
Labels: faith, not giving up, note to self