DID IT AGAIN.
Today, on the way home, I started crying in the train.
I couldn't stop. It was really bad. I wasn't bawling, nor sniffling, but the tears just wouldn't stop flowing.
Thank goodness for the friends I have --- Bryan, whom, unfortunately, got shouted at by me, because I was too upset and didn't know how to react when he called, Flea, Gang, Yihan, and Boss for all accompanying me through text for the rest of my journey home.
Gang:
it'll pass
but you just have to tell yourself you can make it
whatever means necessary
me:
FUCK THIS
I AM SO SICK OF THIS
I know I can do this
Thanks
Gang:
you can
maybe this is bad advice but I think letting your rage out helps too
I told him I'd have a talk with Shaun T this evening but.... I spent
4 hours singing karaoke on Youtube instead. SAME SAME LA. I will have a date with Shaun T tomorrow. But yes. I sang like a fucker released from prison. Just whacked all the powerhouse songs.
I did the cover above on the first take so it's pretty rough. And this time I don't have Bryan to play the guitar for me -- I'M ALONE -- so I was quite nervous hahahahaha. If you haven't seen our cover of
Hey Soul Sister by Train, here it is:
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I think I sang better with him giving me support hahahahha. Also, somehow the camera's messed up and shaky for
Just The Way You Are; I think the settings on my camera are whacked. Sorry for the psychedelic experience, maybe just listen to the audio instead of looking at my face? (:
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What do you think about crying in public? Have you seen people crying in public? Do you help people whom you see cry in public? But there aren't many people who cry in public, are there? I think I've cried in public a lot. I just don't give a fuck whether people judge me or not. But today, I was panicking pretty badly because..... well, I guess I have a reason to be ashamed.
Boss says I'm still the same person though. And I feel like with their help, and my family, I may still actually be the same person.
I just want to be happy.
Well I had fun singing
Just The Way You Are (as I think you can tell from the video), so I hope watching that makes you happy too. (:
Have a great weekend, y'allLabels: Bruno Mars, crying, faith, holding on, I LOVE MY FRIENDS, music, Popular music, Song Covers, Thank You, transgression of social norms, YouTube
